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Performed the incantations, then invoked and requested an audience with the Angel HCOMA. Immediately had images of the open sea-not suprising, but not enlightening either. I asked if HCOMA was present, and got a "yes". Usually the visions take off a bit on their own, but not this time. I vibrated her name again to get a better connection. I asked her if she was there and got a yes again. The problem was with me, it seemed. I asked her what her scent was, and I smelled the ocean, pregnant with salt. I asked for her sound, and I got a dull roar-the ocean again. I asked for her form and I received an image of a golden eye afloat in black space....and still have no idea what that means. I asked again, and she said that she had no form; that she was formless in nature. I asked what her function was, and she said meaning. Context. Experience. She also said that my makeup-that I was all Earth and Air, with very little of water-made it difficult for me to receive her and communicate with her on a surface level. That she and I could communicate best experientally, and through feeling. She gave me an analogy to work with-she showed me a holy book, and its cover and structure and pages where NANTA. The spaces in between pages, the very idea of differentiation was EXARP. The words themselves where BITOM and HCOMA. The two did not seem seperate, more like poles. The ink was mostly HCOMA, the meaning was mostly BITOM. There was defenitely interplay between the two, although I don't pretend to have grasped all of it.
She also told me that the reason Faith keeps coming up in my lessons, is that my earthy and airy nature reduce my sensitivity to subtler things-that I should rely on divination whenever my vision leaves a gap. That I should keep my technique multi-varied. She also intimated that was why Geomancy has been so effective for me-it is an earth/air divinatory system by nature. Interesting, because id never considered if from that angle before.
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